Friday, December 31, 2010

Recipe: Blue Cornmeal Pancakes

Blue Cornmeal Pancakes with Almond Breeze and Stevia

Ingredients:
3/4 c. blue cornmeal
1/4tsp.salt
2 packets stevia
1 c. boiling water
1/4 c. egg whites
1/2 c. unsweetened Almond Breeze
2 TBS canola oil
3/4c.whole wheat flour
2 tsp. baking powder

Directions:
1) In medium bowl, mix together the blue cornmeal, salt, and stevia.  Stir in the cup of boiling water until all of the ingredients are wet. Cover and let stand for a few minutes.

2) In a measuring cup, combine the almond drink, egg whites and canola oil.  Stir the almond drink mixture into the cornmeal mixture.  Combine the flour and baking powder, stir into the cornmeal mixture until just incorporated.  If the batter is stiff, add a little more almond drink until if flows off the spoon thickly but smoothly.

3)  Heat a large cast iron skillet over medium heat, grease it with a dab of oil. Use about 2 TBS batter for each pancake. When the entire surface of the pancakes are covered with bubbles, flip them over, and cook the other side until golden.  It's hard to tell when blue food is cooked through - so give them a few extra seconds if in doubt.

4) Serve immediately with maple syrup, fruit preserves, or agave nectar.

Serves 4.

Conscious Incompetency to Unconscious Competency through Conscious Competency

Another year is wrapping up, and what a year it has been!  The past two years have been full of wonderful transition into an amazing and wonderful new life.  It seems that with the amazingly wonderful new events have come some horribly sad events as well.  2009 was my meeting Richard and moving to Evergreen (a great move!) yet the loss of both of my pets, Athena and Marshmallow, and a business I had set up for community acupuncture.

2010 brought our various wedding ceremonies which were all wonderful experiences, my oldest son happily graduating from college, and my youngest graduating from high school.  Both of these young men began the next steps of their paths at Harvard Grad School and Colorado State U., respectively.  My middle son continues on at CU- Boulder.  These are all very happy events.  Meanwhile I experienced some sad losses.  My cousin, Jenni, died on January 19, at the age of 37, after her five year battle with breast cancer.  A friend, Theresa, age 30 died at the end of September from a complicated recovery from eye surgery.  I admired both of these women immensely in how they lived their lives fully and seemingly fearlessly, as short as their lives were.  Any death that touches me, always reminds me to continue to live my life as fully as possible and to love as much as I can.

I've spent a good chunk of today going through this past semester of Pharmacy school's papers, organizing and storing, to clear the way for classes to begin again on January 10th.  Richard and I then treated ourselves to Raindrop Treatments and Aqua Chi Footbaths, as a spa day.  I am feeling greatly relaxed, encouraged and happy.

As I contemplate this new healthy endeavor and what I want to leave behind in 2010 (and earlier!), and what I want to bring with me and create in 2011, the concept that occurs to me most is Unconscious Competency.

In some class or possibly a service at Mile Hi Church, or maybe even a book I read 8 or 10 years ago, the presenter or author offered up a means of describing the process of changing behaviors and thought patterns.

First there is Unconscious Incompetency where a person is thinking unhealthy thoughts, living an unhealthy life, and is really not aware of it, or cares.

Then, there's the awareness that perhaps a change needs to take place, but the behaviors are still the same.  This is called Conscious Incompetency. This is the "unearthing" process of realizing the thoughts and behaviors that don't serve new and healthy habits.  

When we take the step to consciously change the behavior, we need to put a lot of effort and energy into ingraining the new information and behavior into our energetic, neurological, and physical system (like learning to drive a car, or learning tons of stuff in pharmacy school).  This is called the Consciously Competent stage, where one is doing the right things, but it takes conscious effort to remember to do them.

Finally, the ultimate goal is to become Unconsciously Competent in the newly desired behaviors. This means they are automatic, we don't have to think about them, they have become part of us, and they take far less mental effort to accomplish and are part of our daily living.

Over the years, I can see how I've eliminated many bad habits and dis-serving thought patterns with several means or processes through these four steps.  I hope to share these steps of awareness through this blog as the beliefs and habits are changed into even healthier beliefs and habits with resulting healthier mind, body and spirit.

The main thing I want to bring into 2011 from my past (in addition to all of the wonderful people in my life, and the path I've set forth career-wise) are the USE of the tools I have gathered over the years which are at the ready to help turn my health and body into an energized, flexible, ecstatic vessel for living the fullest life possible.

Goodbye, 2010, with the beautiful fond and sad memories, and wonderful things learned.
I am still here, living this life, so...

Hello, 2011, with a new endeavor and a new plan!

Recipe: Healthier Pumpkin Pie

I know that I am through with Pumpkin Pie for awhile, however I wanted to go on record with this recipe I experimented with and offered a taste comparison at Thanksgiving between it and the traditional sugar-laden, full egg and milk version.  My son thought that my stevia pie was the traditional, but my mother could tell the difference.  That being said, it worked out great, I was very pleased and am very excited to have a healthy alternative in the future.

Enjoy!


Healthier Pumpkin Pie

2/3 c. Stevia Extract in the Raw Cup for Cup
1/4 c. Organic, natural sugar
1/2 tsp. salt
1 1/2 tsp ground cinnamon
3/4 tsp ground ginger
1/4 tsp ground cloves
1/2 cup Egg Beaters
1 tsp pure vanilla extract
1 tsp cornstarch
1 (12 fl. oz.) can non-fat evaporated milk
1 (9 inch) unbaked frozen prepared deep dish pie shell (for even fewer calories consider graham crackers crumbs for the crust.


Directions:
1) Preheat oven to 425 degrees F.
2)  In small bowl mix Stevia Extract in the Raw Cup for Cup, organic sugar, salt, cinnamon, ginger, cloves.
3) In large bowl, mix Egg Beaters and vanilla, then stir in stevia spice mixture.
4) In small bowl, dissolve cornstarch in 2-3 tablespoons of evaporated milk.  Blend in pumpkin mixtre and stir in remaining evaporated milk.  Blend well.  Pour into frozen deep-dish piecrust.  Set on cookie sheet and bake at 425 degrees for 15 minutes.
5) Reduce oven to 350 degrees F and bake another 45-50 minutes or until filling is set.  Remove from oven and cool on rack for 2 hours.  Garnish with light whipped cream before serving, if desired.
6) Serve immediately or refrigerate up to 2-3 days.

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Setting the Intention, Creating a Schedule

We are gearing up for the new routine.  Richard goes back to work on Monday, Jan. 3, so we are beginning to implement our new desired activities.  I've also begun entering more recipes into My Food Diary to make the activity of entering the food I eat as easy of a process as possible when my classes begin again on January 10

We've agreed that we will start each morning with A Course in Miracles Lesson (we've been working on these slowly over the last few months), and our Five Tibetans and alternate nostril breathing.  This means we get to get going around 5:40, so that there's time for him (or both of us) to get ready and a relaxed breakfast before he's/we're out the door for the day.


My plan is to begin my aerobic exercise, whether it is walking or the elliptical, at 6:45, for 30-60 minutes, do a few EFT rounds on whatever is pertinent, shower and feel fully energized for the day of lectures, studying, patients, or whatever is to come my way.  Throughout the day I will track what I eat, and stay alert to cues, emotions and triggers and use a version of EFT to work through them.

I entered into My Food Diary (getting into practice) the yummy French toast recipe I just posted and sliced fresh pears I had for breakfast.  The homemade pumpkin spice latte with Almond Breeze has not made it into the diary, and then eating out at Red Lobster this afternoon is probably the last time, for awhile anyway, I will not track everything I eat at a restaurant.

It is looking like January 1st is going to be the grand start date with weigh-in and everything.  Why not?  First of the year, new beginnings.  In the past I have not made New Year's Resolutions, but rather have set Winter Solstice intentions after having released the previous year.  I am looking at this as a combination, however it's not JUST a resolution for the New Year, it's a lifetime alteration in my relationship with my health and my self.  I did the Clearing and Cleansing meditation with the one goal in mind of releasing 2010 with all of its wonderful events of weddings and graduations and great happiness, and all of the horribly sad events with the losses of so many young people and immediate family members.  All of this to help clear a fresh path for new and awe-inspiring events to be welcomed in.

This morning we were motivated to complete the following:

Five Tibetans:  9 repetitions, we are gradually increasing our repetitions
Meditation(s):  IAMU Clearing and Cleansing Meditation and 
ACIM lesson 52, which is as follows:

I am upset because I see what is not there.
Reality is never frightening. It is impossible that it could upset me. Reality brings only perfect peace. When I am upset, it is always because I have replaced reality with illusions I made up. The illusions are upsetting because I have given them reality, and thus regard reality as an illusion. Nothing in God's creation is affected in any way by this confusion of mine. I am always upset by nothing.

I see only the past.
As I look about, I condemn the world I look upon. I call this seeing. I hold the past against everyone and everything, making them my enemies. When I have forgiven myself and remembered Who I am, I will bless everyone and everything I see. There will be no past, and therefore no enemies. And I will look with love on all that I failed to see before.

My mind is preoccupied with past thoughts.
I see only my own thoughts, and my mind is preoccupied with the past. What, then, can I see as it is? Let me remember that I look on the past to prevent the present from dawning on my mind. Let me understand that I am trying to use time against God. Let me learn to give the past away, realizing that in so doing I am giving up nothing.

I see nothing as it is now.
If I see nothing as it is now, it can truly be said that I see nothing. I can see only what is now. The choice is not whether to see the past or the present; the choice is merely whether to see or not. What I have chosen to see has cost me vision. Now I would choose again, that I may see.

My thoughts do not mean anything.
I have no private thoughts. Yet it is only private thoughts of which I am aware. What can these thoughts mean? They do not exist, and so they mean nothing. Yet my mind is part of creation and part of its Creator. Would I not rather join the thinking of the universe than to obscure all that is really mine with my pitiful and meaningless "private" thoughts?

There is lots there to contemplate for a long time!
Blessings to All and Much Peace!

Recipe: French Toast: Multigrain Boule


French Toast: Multigrain Boule, Almond Breeze, Egg Beaters & Stevia 

1/2 c. Almond Breeze, Unsweetened Original (or Vanilla) 
1/4 c. Egg Beaters or Egg Whites
1 packet stevia
1 tsp cinnamon
1/4 tsp sea salt (eliminate if reducing sodium)
1/4 loaf, cut into four pieces - Multigrain Boule (our favorite is from King Soopers' bakery dept)
1 TBS 100% pure maple syrup (or agave nectar)
 
1)    Preheat a non-stick pan or griddle over medium heat. 
2)    Mix together the first five ingredients in a shallow bowl. 
3)    Slice ¼ of a loaf of the boule bread into two slices, and halve them again, for a total of 4 pieces of bread. 
4)    Dip both sides of each slice of bread into the wet mixture, and cook until brown on one side, flip, and brown on the other side. 
5)     Serve with one tablespoon of 100% maple syrup, divided over the four pieces.
 
Serves 2



Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Stevia as a Sweetener

While I continue to work on my memories lists, and devising my new plan, I share with you my thoughts and experience on sugar substitutes.  I have been using stevia as a sugar substitute for years now.  I steer far away from aspartame having been addicted to aspartame Diet Coke through the 1980's and 1990's.  I stopped all aspartame cold turkey the day I commenced my studies in Traditional Chinese Medicine in 2001.  Within days my mind came out of a fog, I had more energy, and was very glad I ended that relationship with Diet Coke.  Now that stevia finally can be (and is) incorporated into food products, as it has been since the 1970's in Japan, it is exciting to watch the possibilities unfold, including the availability of stevia sweetener packets at a few restaurants - I've always had to bring my own stash.  I am appalled that saccharin still appears as an option on restaurant tables.  This stuff has been long proven to cause cancer.  Our other option on the tables is Splenda, aka sucralose, which in larger servings than about a teaspoon cause severe intestinal angish, for me anyway.  Plus, it is not a natural substance like stevia.  Anyhow, I am creating a recipe book of my favorite stevia recipes and other healthy options. 
Below is a paper I wrote last year for our Pharmacy Management class.  This paper is an overview of the convoluted history of the natural sweetener, stevia, and the FDA. 

As reported on December 18, 2008, in the Wall Street Journal, the Food and Drug Administration declared a natural zero-calorie sweetener derived from the herb Stevia
rebaudiana Bertoni from the Compositae family to be safe for use in foods and beverages, which cleared the path for Coca-Cola Co., PepsiCo Inc. and other companies to market the herbal constituent in a variety of products. More specifically, "no objection" letters were faxed for each of two GRAS notices to Cargill and Merissant (the companies that market the sweetener for Coca-Cola and Pepsi).2 Technically, the FDA hasn’t granted approval for use of the stevia plant, rather it has affirmed that it will not object to companies using a component of it, rebaudioside A, in foods and beverages.
Rebaudioside A is a highly purified form of stevia, a plant that originated in South America and is traditionally known for its sweetening and herbal medicinal qualities. Only the constituent rebaudioside A has been given the “no objection” status, whereas foods and beverages made with whole stevia leaves continue to be banned from importation and from use as a food additive or sweetener in the U.S. 3  Proponents of the natural sweetener have been waiting a long while for an opening in the use of the plant.  The stevia plant is naturally grown, and is neither a drug nor a food, thus it has traveled a long and ambiguous journey through the regulations and shifts within the FDA.
The public safety concerns with the stevia plant have been controversial throughout decades, ranging from potential mutagenic properties from a portion of the stevia plant, steviol (which more recent studies have shown to been to be inaccurate in in vivo studies), to potentially reducing fertility in both female and male lab animals, and including the purposed political threat of the “newly discovered” sweet herb to the sugar producers and artificial sweetener manufacturers, such as saccharin and aspartame.  If there is a natural sweetener containing zero calories, with no known harmful effects, might that be a better choice for the American public than the consumption of refined sugars with their well-known, undisputed ill health effects, or the consumption of artificial sweeteners, such as saccharin, and especially aspartame, which have been shown to be carcinogenic and cause neurological problems, respectively?  
Since 1985, studies have shown the absence of harmful effects (no genotoxic activity) for both stevioside and rebaudioside A (both extracted components of the stevia plant).   There have been no reported harmful effects in over thirty years of use of the herb in Japan.  In fact, as more studies were required through the years and were done on the parts of the stevia plant, researchers began to find beneficial health qualities, such as the stabilizing of blood sugar in diabetics, and with helping to lower blood pressure in hypertensive patients.4  It was not until the larger soft drink companies responded to the public’s increasing health concerns about aspartame as a sweetener in their products that the FDA was convinced to not object to the use of the herb as a sweetener, and food additive, in products. 
Since the time of the Pure Food and Drug Act of 1906, herbal and natural remedies that were supplemental to the diet have been confusing to regulators, because these herbs were neither food nor medicinal substances and their main concern, especially originally, was to clean up the dangerous additives and preservatives that were rampant at the time in foods consumed by the American people.5   It wasn’t until the Delaney Clause of the 1958 Food Additives Amendment, that known carcinogens were prohibited in processed foods.   The controversial and eventual ban on saccharin in the 1970s was indicative of the country’s new awareness of the possibility of assessing the risks versus the benefits of a chemically produced product.  On one hand saccharin was proven to cause cancer in rats; on the other it was far cheaper to put into foods than sugar, and did not have the deleterious effects of sugar on one’s health in terms of weight gain, diabetes development, etc.6 It was this awareness of the health issues these artificial sweeteners caused that led Japan to greatly restrict the use of artificial sweeteners and turn to cultivating stevia as the main sweetener in their own products and consumption.7  
 In 1991, the FDA labeled stevia as an “unsafe” food additive and banned the import of the herb.  Protestors to this move demanded that the FDA was violating its own guidelines from the 1958 statement that natural substances used prior to 1958, with no reported adverse effects, should be classified as GRAS, as long as the substance was used in the same way and format as prior to 1958.8 More claims were made that the FDA was responding to pressure by the artificial sweetener manufacturers for their benefit. 
Then, in 1994, the Dietary Supplement Health and Education Act was passed, but had been opposed by all public health, medical and nutritional groups, because companies were permitted to market their “health” remedies with no safety testing or review by the FDA, which was akin to the exilir sulfonamide days.  The burden of proof fell on the FDA if a substance began to show “unreasonable risk of injury or illness”, and in an emergency involving one of these substances, the FDA is not allowed to remove it from the market.9 In 1995, the FDA was forced to allow stevia to be used as a dietary supplement, but the FDA still deemed it as “unsafe” as a food additive and companies were not able to sweeten their beverages and baked products and sell them to the public.  Stevia supporters, who wanted to have the choice to have the herb in their sodas and baked goods, did not have the financial means to move stevia through the FDA approval process.
By the 1990’s the FDA was requiring that all foods be labeled.  According to Hilts, the supplement companies, which by this time were often as large as the pharmaceutical companies, requested exemption from all the safety and effectiveness testing that was required of the drug companies, rather, they wanted a “more lenient standard.”  The supplement companies claimed the benefits of supplements and herbal remedies and the fact that they have been safely used for centuries.10 This is one of the same arguments that the stevia proponents have claimed about the stevia plant.  Scientific testing on the supplement and herbal products began and showed that in some cases, the argument that “centuries of use” was meaningless.  As further testing progressed more evidence was obtained proving the hazards and less evidence that the substances were actually beneficial.  While this was true for many herbal substances, it did not hold for stevia.
In 2006, the World Health Organization (WHO) did a thorough review of the most recent experiments and determined that stevioside and rebA are not genotoxic, and it has been shown to have beneficial effects in patients with hypertension and type-II diabetes.11  This significant step, along with the major soda companies finally taking an interest in developing and patenting a new form of sweetener for their products in light of declining soda sales, helped pave the way to the first sign of acceptance by the FDA of this herbal sweetener in 2008.
The first sign of a threat to American (and European) industry came when there was a big stir over the sweet South American herb.  Several promoters at the time were sure there was a fabulous market for stevia in the U.S., however sugar cane growers in both in Europe and in the U.S. in 1913 had become aware of the herb.  By the time stevia was presented in 1921 to the USDA by American Trade Commissioner potential U.S. companies were not interested.12 It wasn’t until the mid 1980’s that the herb caught the attention of the American marketplace, and almost immediately, the FDA began its crackdown on the use of the herb, including actions taken against firms using stevia in their products, embargoes, searches, seizures of products and cookbooks listing stevia as an ingredient, and an “import alert” which barred stevia shipments into the U.S.  Unsubstantiated rumors of a “trade complaint” by the manufacturers of the new artificial sweetener, aspartame (NutraSweet), were thought to have been the impetus for the FDA to suppress the use of the stevia plant.13
Meanwhile, the artificial sweetener, aspartame, was in the approval process with the FDA, even though there were several scientific advisors that recommended otherwise, these advisors were eventually overridden by the FDA commissioner, Arthur Hull Hayes, in the Reagan administration.  Many ill effects came to be revealed by consumption of aspartame, including stimulating weight gain, neurological disorders, and addiction to the substance, and the FDA had refused to approve aspartame for more than eight years because of these health concerns. Aspartame's manufacturer, G.D. Searle, hired former defense secretary Donald Rumsfeld as its CEO in 1977, at which point he promised to get aspartame approved via political connections. In 1980, a public board again voted to keep aspartame off the market. That ban was eventually overruled by Arthur Hull Hayes, the new FDA commissioner. In 1983, the chemical was approved for use in soft drinks despite the continuing objections.14   According to Philip Hilts, this approval came at a time during the deregulation era of the Reagan administration.  Through the halt on new regulations and cutting of current regulatory agency budgets, the FDA felt the cuts deeply in terms of budget and staff to accomplish their goals.  There was much controversy regarding the long lag time of approval on drugs, as well as labeling requirements for patient information and Hayes experienced much political pressure to decrease the standards by which drugs were approved.  He held true to his beliefs in requiring clinical trials for all new drugs.  This struggle had some negative consequences in his ability to take action on the labeling in the Reye’s- aspirin danger because Bayer, a large company that manufactured aspirin, was able to squelch the information through the Center for Disease Control regarding the harmful effects of and likelihood of developing Reye’s Syndrome in children with viral infections who also took aspirin.  The CDC approached the FDA in hopes that Hayes could help.  At this time, Reagan’s Office of Management and Budget were greatly influenced by large corporations, and very little was heard from consumer or health organizations.15  Did this also hold true for Rumsfeld’s interest in G.D. Searle, and the approval of aspartame?
Proponents of stevia have complained bitterly that aspartame’s odd approval exemplified the forgotten chief lesson of the FDA’s creator, Dr. Wiley, “the principle that the right of the consumer is the first thing to be considered”, as the perceived corporate power was typified by the ascent of aspartame and suppression of stevia.16 One author’s statements, even though he views the “no objection” status of rebA as a great step forward, he is very clear how he feels about the FDA’s motives:
“The U.S. Food and Drug Administration has issued letters of non-objection for the use of a natural, zero-calorie sweetener it once sought to wipe out from the U.S. marketplace.  Following political pressure from powerful consumer product corporations (Coca-Cola and Pepsi, primarily), the FDA has once again fallen in step with the interests of Big Business and legalized a food and beverage ingredient that it once aggressively oppressed…”
“…Realize this crucial point:  The FDA’s decisions these days are based entirely on corporate profits and have absolutely nothing to do with science, safety or consumer interests.  So don’t be fooled for a minute into thinking that the FDA’s approval of stevia has anything to do with serving the People.”17

I believe it took the FDA an inordinate amount of time to not object to the use of the herb for common use in foods and beverages, especially as proven detrimental artificial sweeteners are still widely available and aggressively promoted.  As with every story, there are exaggerations, and deeper knowledge to gain as to motives and restrictions that are beyond the scope of this paper.  After reading the Hilts book, I can more fully understand from where these pressures might have arisen, and the need for the FDA to find balance between committing to the safety of the people and pressures from drug companies and corporate America.  However, the sheer length of time, and seemingly needless overt suppression and threats and the coincident approval process of aspartame, definitely causes me contemplate the possibilities of large corporate influence over the FDA’s “no objection” status.   Now that the FDA has recognized rebA as potentially safe and products can be created with the herb and present a potentially healthful and beneficial alternative to refined sugar and the artificial sweeteners that are already widely available, it seems that this resolution so far, does help protect the ordinary citizen, and will likely even benefit the ordinary citizen, and, at minimum, allows another alternative sweetener to be considered, one in which the benefits may be shown to far outweigh the minimal risks. In the event the conversation about sweeteners would arise in my pharmacy practice, I would discuss all of the sweetener options, providing as much unbiased information as I could, especially with patients I would counsel regarding their desires to lose weight and/or manage their blood sugar levels.

References:

1)      FDA Clears Use of Herb as Sweetener. The Wall Street Journal. December 18, 2008: B3.

2)      Food and Drug Administration website, available at: http://www.accessdata.fda.gov/scripts/fcn/gras_notices/grn000278.pdf, page 9. Accessed January 15, 2010.

3)      Food and Drug Administration website, Warning Letters, available at:
4)      Food and Drug Administration, GRAS Notices website, available at: http://www.accessdata.fda.gov/scripts/fcn/gras_notices/grn000253.pdf.  Accessed on February 1, 2010 
5)      Hilts, Philip J.  Protecting America’s Health: The FDA, Business, and One Hundred Years of Regulation.  Chapel Hill, NC:  University of North Carolina Press; 2003; 280.
6)      Ibid: 202-206.
7)      Bonvie,  Linda, Bonvie, Bill, Gates, Donna.  The Stevia Story:  A Tale of Incredible Sweetness and IntrigueAtlanta, GA:  B.E.D. Publications Co; 1997:26.
8)      Ibid: 28.
9)      Hilts, Philip J.  Protecting America’s Health: The FDA, Business, and One Hundred Years of Regulation.  Chapel Hill, NC:  University of North Carolina Press; 2003; 288-289.
10)  Ibid: 280-284.
11)  The World Health Organization website, available at:
http://whqlibdoc.who.int/trs/WHO_TRS_952_eng.pdfAccessed on February 1, 2010.
12)  Bonvie,  Linda, Bonvie, Bill, Gates, Donna.  The Stevia Story:  A Tale of Incredible Sweetness and IntrigueAtlanta, GA:  B.E.D. Publications Co; 1997:25-26.
13)  Ibid; 27
14)  New York Post Online: Diet Soda Diatribe Posted: 5:10 AM, July 21, 2009 Last Updated: 7:02 PM, August 15, 2009.  Accessed February 1, 2010.
 http://www.nypost.com/p/lifestyle/health/item_FtTTER85xFjEBrQpgcwCMK
15)  Hilts, Philip J.  Protecting America’s Health: The FDA, Business, and One Hundred Years of Regulation.  Chapel Hill, NC:  University of North Carolina Press; 2003; 216-218.       
16)  Bonvie,  Linda, Bonvie, Bill, Gates, Donna.  The Stevia Story:  A Tale of Incredible Sweetness and IntrigueAtlanta, GA:  B.E.D. Publications Co; 1997:47. 
17)  Natural News.com:  FDA Approves Stevia, Ends the Era of Oppression of this Herbal Sweetener - UPDATE 1, December 19, 2008 Available at:  http://www.naturalnews.com/News_000626_stevia_Truvia_FDA.html.  Accessed on January 15, 2010. 

Monday, December 27, 2010

What is a Reasonable Plan for Me?

With some free time over this holiday, I am deciding what behaviors I want to implement for the New Plan routine.  The routine needs to be reasonable and cover the essentials that I feel will lead to my greatest health in mind, body and spirit.  I always seem to be most successful following through on things like exercise and yoga if I do them first thing in the morning.  This means coordinating with Richard, my husband, who has indicated that he, too, wants to get back into a routine with yoga and meditation, in the time we share before he heads off to work at 6:45 a.m.

The things I intend to incorporate into a daily routine in my New Plan for the New Year
  • 30-60 minutes of aerobic exercise:  This, for me, is walking briskly around the hilly neighborhood or working out on my Gazelle elliptical machine.  I wear my heart monitor to help ensure I am spending an adequate amount of time in my target heart zone. 
  • 21 repetitions of the Five Tibetans yoga from the Fountain of Youth - usually when I am starting again, I will start off with 9 or 12 repetitions (always in increments of 3) and gradually increase to the ideal of 21 reps of each Tibetan rite.  There are great descriptions and more information in the book The Fountain of Youth and on the website that offers the poster below as a free download.  There are numerous YouTube videos demonstrating the Five Tibetans as well.


I highly suggest taking it slowly at first, and/or receiving individualized instruction for these postures and movements.  I have always felt amazing, balanced and energized after a session of Tibetans, which only takes a few minutes, even with the full 21 repetitions.

  • Alternate Nostril Breathing - This is an amazing tool to help balance the two sides of the brain, and the energy system that runs up and down the sides of the spine.  My mind always feels more clear, more relaxed and focused after a set of alternate nostril breathing, which, again, only takes a few minutes to complete.  Start slowly with 3-6 full breaths, and work up to 15 inhalations and exhalations.  Often I will add an affirmation with each inhale and exhale, such as "I am the Love of God" or "I am balanced, healthy, and clear" or "I am very very happy"...stuff like that. Here is a YouTube video demonstration: 
  •  Meditation:  Anywhere from just a few minutes to an hour, depending on the time availability in the day.  There is a vast array of types of recorded meditations available, and of course the "simple" Buddhist meditation of clearing the mind and focusing on the breath.  This also could be a focused daily reading as with A Course in Miracles, or a daily thought from an inspired mind.
  • Tracking everything I consume and all of my activities in My Food Diary at MyFoodDiary.com:  I really like this program because it does all of the adding for me, and lets me know how many calories I have left in the day, along with how I'm doing on saturated fat, protein, and carbohydrate consumption.  As I enter my exercise time, then the calories I can consume increases.  Also, at the end of each day, I get a run down of how I did, complete with smiley and frownie faces. I have created many recipes for my healthy creations and entered them into MyFoodDiary for easy tracking as well.
  • EFT and other modalities for clearing the emotional bonds, cravings and detrimental automatic behaviors that arise while I am taking the best care ever of my being.


There are a bunch of further YouTube videos with this gal, along with her website for more information.  There's a general EFT manual as a free download on my website:  www.StephanieBall.info.

I love this technique, and have seen it transform people in various states of unrest, including full-blown panic attack, to complete and utter peace and calm.  I look forward to incorporating it into this journey to help heal the beliefs and behaviors so that I will attain and retain a healthy body along with a healthy mind.

I will contemplate all of this that I wish to incorporate and devise a reasonable plan and decide when to set it in motion.  I'm also still working on my list of memories regarding body image, eating patterns, and exercise aloofness, and will share soon.

Blessings to all in the meantime!

Sunday, December 26, 2010

A New Plan for the New Year

It's an interesting web we weave in life, how different events and meetings lead us to new awareness.  Recently my interest has been in genetics and epigenetics, in regard to the BRCA2 gene mutation that is carried in my father's familial genetic background.  He lost his sister to breast cancer in 1984, and in January we lost our cousin, Jenni.  Various family members have since been tested for this mutation and some have been positive for it, and some negative.  There's a 50/50 chance of inheriting the dominant gene mutation from a parent who is positive.  I was tested, and waited the three long weeks to receive my results, and was very thankful that I am within the coin toss in our family that does not carry the mutation, thus there is no concern for my boys, or for myself in regard to that gene, except as supporter for those who are close who do carry the mutation.

The thing is, I have about 25,000 to 35,000 other genes that could very well carry mutations, or a genetic history that have the potential for disease states, either physically, mentally, or emotionally, or all of the above.  The rising story of epigenetics and the idea, and fact being scientifically proven, that we are more than our genes and that we are not living time bombs according to the story written in our DNA, has led me to this point to deal with a health issue that has plagued me for much of my life.  My weight.  I know that everything I can do to enhance my health on all levels will greatly improve my chances for avoiding disease states and increasing chronic pain.  As a practitioner of alternative medicine, I have been a strong proponent for incorporating all levels of a person into their healing.  It is time for me to put into practice what I preach.

In the past I have tried the "tried and true" methods of eat less, exercise more.  I successfully lost 45 pounds in about 9 months through Weight Watchers after my 3rd son was born with just these two tactics and the support of group meetings and an addiction to numbers at the weekly weigh-in.  I am a Lifetime member and everything.  That diet unfortunately was laden with aspartame-filled products and diet Coke, to which I was addicted.  I was walking regularly, which felt wonderful and I was at my goal weight of 142 pounds for about 10 minutes, well, I guess really for 6 weeks in order to become a Lifetime member, and my weight has increased pretty steadily for the last 18 years.  Then I made a commitment, for better or for worse to not get on a scale.  I saw being on the scale as being a slave to a number.  I lost some weight in 2000 as a natural consequence through my divorce, and again a few years later in 2004 through a phenomenal program by a fellow acupuncturist where I learned some healthy practices like yoga, alternate nostril breathing, organic eating, etc. I felt amazing, looked healthy, and have no idea how much I actually lost in those times because I wasn't weighing.

Now it's all back, and more.  My life has made many very happy turns in the past 11 years, and I feel so very fulfilled in so many areas of my life, more so than I have ever dreamed.  I have worked and worked over the years to unearth deleterious core beliefs and change them to help manifest my current, and very happy, reality.  For some reason, though, this has not carried over to my weight and health.  It feels as though this is a final frontier where I get to put my optimism, positive thinking, and abundant tools into action to feel fulfilled in the area of great health, working through the emotional issues and habits that have kept me heavier than is healthy for me.

The facts became evident when I stepped on the scale at Kaiser Permanente last summer, for a long overdue physical and well woman check up.  I was astounded, yet, not surprised, when the scale registered my highest non-pregnant weight ever.  No wonder my legs hurt, and it was difficult to walk with painful heels from plantar fascitis, and I was experiencing ever-increasing arthritic pain in my knees resulting from knee surgeries when I was 12 and 13 years old.  Thankfully, all other tests, blood tests, blood pressure, mammogram, and an endometrial biopsy proved to be free of signs of illness.

This instigated a jump on the health wagon.  We had just returned from our Honeymoon of wonderful sites and travels and delicious foods, and I was gearing up for another semester of pharmacy school.  It was time to add some discipline.  I joined My Food Diary online, and tracked everything I ate, got a reading every day as to how well I did staying within my fat, sugar, and salt goals.  I was able to enter my favorite new and healthy recipes into the site and I was exercising regularly, and lost almost 15 pounds.  Then the severe heel pain started, and intense pharmacy school seemed to suck dry all of my discipline and motivation, and the exercise stopped (too painful), and the eating chocolate, cheese and sweets in ever increasing quantities re-entered my life, and the last weigh-in at University Hospital when I went in for the follow up appointment with the Genetic Counselor proved that I had, indeed regained 10 of those 15 pounds.

So, before I re-reach my all-time high weight (that I'm aware of anyway), I am determined to get back on the healthy weight wagon, and add in the tools I have in my pocket, like EFT, yoga,tai chi, acupuncture, breathing, in addition to monitoring my diet (I like My Food Diary) and increasing my activity level to help address those underlying issues that have kept me on the vicious cycle.

I have so many tools!  And so many quandaries!  Why don't I use my arsenal of tools continually?  Why aren't they ingrained in my psyche?  Where does the self-sabotage come in?  What causes the motivation to continue healthy habits to decline so suddenly?  What part of me wants me to be at an unhealthy weight? This is where the EFT (Emotional Freedom Technique) comes in as a useful tool to clear the thoughts, emotions, and beliefs from my energetic system, clearing the way for increased balance and health.  I first learned about this technique in 2002 or 2003, and used it with great success with myself, friends, and clients in terms of alleviating fears and anxieties.  It's a very powerful tool with amazing results.  I often still recommend it to my acupuncture patients and train some of them to do it on themselves as issues arise.  There is a lot of information in books and on the Internet regarding EFT.  There's even a free EFT manual one can download.  I have it on my website www.StephanieBall.info.  I'm also learning about Matrix Energetics which takes EFT a few steps further, and I will share more on that as I learn about it and put it into practice.  There are other useful tools on my website including the Radical Forgiveness process and worksheets.  I recently purchased a book called "EFT for Weight Loss" with this specific goal in mind.  There is now an entire series of EFT books written by the founder of EFT, Gary Craig.

My first task is to write down all of my memories regarding my body image, eating patterns and attitudes about exercise.  I am including anything that occurs to me and placing it in a master list and making a goal to work on at least a couple of the memories with EFT to clear them and bring to my awareness any further, more deeply rooted emotions, beliefs or thoughts that might have contributed to the memory.   As I settle back onto the Healthy Me wagon (likely around the 1st of the year when things are a bit back to "normal"- probably something that needs "tapping" through EFT :-)), I intend to address any cravings, automatic behaviors, emotional issues, physical pain, and anything else that arises in this process with EFT and any other techniques that occur to me. 

My intention with this blog is to track my progress and relay the tools I use to help completely heal my thought processes, and thus my body, regarding my health and weight.

Thank you for joining me on this journey!